I constantly strive to create and maintain my own, beautiful home. Sometimes I feel successful and others, I feel that I have no idea what I am doing. Sometimes I look around and have one of those 'what was I thinking' moments. We have currently put our noses to the grindstone and gotten down to business with our 'mini' kitchen remodel. Since I had to rethink a full remodel and buildout this year, I have been thinking about how to make my small galley kitchen work for me another year without breaking the bank. I am wrestling with decisions of what not to change because I want to keep the budget on the low end and making sure that when I spend money, it will be something I can reuse. I am second guessing things, lying awake for long periods when I should be sleeping and constantly sketching ideas. I will be glad when we are finished. As I think about saying that, I have to chuckle because I'm already dreaming of the next project and feeling the anticipation. Is that a sickness? Am I a glutton for punishment? Or, am I ever the optimist in search of that elusive beauty?
So that you can feel my pain, I will leave you with this gorgeous picture of the current state of my kitchen. When we removed the upper cabinets, we enjoyed the country blue wallpaper again from 1986. No sizing on the walls means we will need to skim coat where it was removed. It's the unexpected that keeps a remodeler on their toes.
